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[Tuesday, February 11, 2025, at 4:40am]
asdfhhjgjhfjgvhnbvmhfhkhfhjfjgdhtdhtrd im screaming aaahhhhghgjjhgf *breath* aaaaanyways... so i woke up at like 2 am this morning and i couldnt really fall back asleep because i have like the worst cramps of all time so i went downstairs and was like ok well i dont have anything to do why dont i watch a mouthwashing gameplay like ive been meaning to do all week because thats only raitional-- no. oh my god. i started crying. this game is so good you dont understand. its litterally genius. the creators did their damn homework with this game. one of my favorite things (though i love it all) is the fact that almost all of it is told from jimmy's point of view. and although jimbalaya is, essentially, the antagonist of sorts, you see it all how he sees it which is honestly the most genius thing ever. each character was so well thought out and well written and every single scene helped build up the story perfectly. there was a lot of foreshadowing, but it was done right. it was done in a subtle and tasteful way. when i heard it was a horror game, i think i expected something extremely different and i was pleasantly surprised. this is not an objective horror game, this is a psychological horror. you watch a man slowly losing his mind as he faces the responsibility of his actions, constantly denying them until theres finally nothing left. he beguns to hallucinate constantly and we are left with the uncertainty of what even happens to him. and we watch it all frim HIS point of view. something about that satisfies me in such a profound way. not to mention the visuals are fantastic.
well, now ive finished ranting, my day yesterday was... ok. around my fourth period class i got really sick but had to stay at school all day and quite nearly threw up. i got home and took some midol and felt a lot better but honestly ive just been like super depressed lately and extremely stressed but its fine. im doing better now but will probably fall asleep midway through school honestly. thats really all right now, ill check back in soon!
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[Saturday, February 8, 2025, at 9:40pm]
just a check in, i had a pretty good day! babysat for my siblings and watched Harry Potter 6-8 with them! i do not support jkr, but i bought the movies years ago, so i felt less guilty about giving her money haha. a very fun thing ive noticed since rewatching the series is how starkly different the movies by diffrent directors are. its kind of funny in a way. stayed up till about 6:30 this morning working on the site but it was worth it to get it from my main homepage to a full site in a few hours :). anyways, i cant think of much more, so bye for now!
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[Saturday, February 8, 2025, at 2:13 am]
this is my first blog post! its currently 2 in the morning. ive been working my ass off all night and ive gotten so much done on the site! im really proud of my progress. ill be back soon!
much love,
mars
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